jaybirdlovesart
An Update
So school is coming up! (It starts tomorrow actually
![Llama Emoji-65 (Blood Tears...) [V3]](https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/db95d15b-8c0c-4bb6-b743-1beb61737925/d6y8lfz-259a0640-8733-477a-970e-29624652a1fb.gif?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOjdlMGQxODg5ODIyNjQzNzNhNWYwZDQxNWVhMGQyNmUwIiwiaXNzIjoidXJuOmFwcDo3ZTBkMTg4OTgyMjY0MzczYTVmMGQ0MTVlYTBkMjZlMCIsIm9iaiI6W1t7InBhdGgiOiJcL2ZcL2RiOTVkMTViLThjMGMtNGJiNi1iNzQzLTFiZWI2MTczNzkyNVwvZDZ5OGxmei0yNTlhMDY0MC04NzMzLTQ3N2EtOTcwZS0yOTYyNDY1MmExZmIuZ2lmIn1dXSwiYXVkIjpbInVybjpzZXJ2aWNlOmZpbGUuZG93bmxvYWQiXX0.SdDKJxU3sDvCJcdf8xmOxNDIr53fMlfFKiXJIA9EZMM)
) And so are my dance classes. Soooo, it will be a bit hard to get on DA. I will try to be as active as possible but there will be chunks of time where I will disappear...... 
I'm so sorry!!!I've been currently working on a little art project! (Or that's what I would like to call it...) Its going to be a new icon! So be warned, my icon will be changing soon
I guess that's it little birdies. (I hope you don't mind me calling you guys 'little birdies' when I write journal entries. It feels a little weird saying 'you guys'. Comment below to tell me what you think about me calling you guys that!
![Llama Emoji-23 (Shyness) [V1]](https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/db95d15b-8c0c-4bb6-b743-1beb61737925/d6uf5oq-8c480264-da01-4df8-9294-782a4c0a4d1f.gif?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOjdlMGQxODg5ODIyNjQzNzNhNWYwZDQxNWVhMGQyNmUwIiwiaXNzIjoidXJuOmFwcDo3ZTBkMTg4OTgyMjY0MzczYTVmMGQ0MTVlYTBkMjZlMCIsIm9iaiI6W1t7InBhdGgiOiJcL2ZcL2RiOTVkMTViLThjMGMtNGJiNi1iNzQzLTFiZWI2MTczNzkyNVwvZDZ1ZjVvcS04YzQ4MDI2NC1kYTAxLTRkZjgtOTI5NC03ODJhNGMwYTRkMWYuZ2lmIn1dXSwiYXVkIjpbInVybjpzZXJ2aWNlOmZpbGUuZG93bmxvYWQiXX0.360GEVO4N3eUlF8FvLTWT6XodO3lO-BpssTjqZMD_BA)
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Just because....
ANOREXIA
[ ] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[x] you're very weak.
[x] you hate your body.
[x] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[x] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 6
ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)
[ ] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 6
BIPOLAR DISORDER
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[ ] you are very irritable.
[ ] you barely get any or no sleep.
[x] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 9
BULIMIA NERVOSA
[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[x] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
Total: 11
CONDUCT DISORDER
[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
Total: 11
DEPRESSION
[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love
[ ] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 16
OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)
[x] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 22
PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)
[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[ ] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[ ] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[ ] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] you act younger than your age.
Total: 27
SCHIZOPHRENIA
[ ] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there).
[ ] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[ ] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, OR opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[ ] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 30
Final score: 30
0-5: You're very normal.
6-15: You're fine.
16-20: You might be okay.
21-30: You have problems.
31-35: You have really bad problems. You might need to see a therapist.
You guys can do this too, I just don't feel like tagging people... Lol why must I be so lazy?
What I'm worth
Natural Hair Color:
[] Black - $100
[x] Blonde - $50 (I'm actually not blonde, I have brown, blonde, and a tint of red-ish-ness. I was blonde when I was born though.)
[] Red - $75
[] Brown - $15
[] Other - $10
Total So Far: $50
Eye Color:
[x] Blue - $50
[] Hazel - $100
[] Brown - $15
[] Green - $200
[] Other - $215
Total So Far: $100
Height:
[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[x] 4'9" to 5'4" - $50 (I'm 5'1")
[] Under 4'9 - $105
Total so far: $150
Birth Order.
[] Twins (or more) - $300
[] First Born - $300
[x] Only Child - $250
[] Second Born - $150
[] Middle Child - $100
[] Last Born - $200
[] Third Born - $100
[] Fourth Born - $100
[] Fifth Born - $375
Total so far: $400
Drink?
[x] No - $400 (I don't drink.)
[] Only holidays - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] Only weekends - $300
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle - $10
Total so far: $800
Vision:
[] Perfect vision - $300
[] Have glasses/contacts but don't wear them - $200
[] No correction - $100
[x] Glasses - $50
[] Contacts - $25
[] Surgical correction - $100
Total so far: $850
Family's Car Color(s.)
[] White - $2,000
[x] Maroon - $800
[] Gold - $700
[x] Grey - $600
[] Blue - $900
[] Pink - $475
[x] Black - $450
[] Red - $400
[] Green- $350
[] Silver $300
[] Purple- $250
[] Metallic - $200
[] Yellow - $100
[] Primer - $75
[] Tan- $20
[] Rusted - $15
[] No Car - $0
Total so far: $2700
Shoe Size:
[] Over 13 - $300
[] 12 1/2 to 13 - $250
[] 11 to 12 - $700
[] 10.5 - $650
[x] 7 to 10 - $600
[] Under 7 - $550
Total so far: $3300
Favorite Colors:
[x] Green - $750
[x] Black - $600
[] Red - $800
[] Yellow - $415
[] Brown - $50
[x] Purple - $225
[x] White - $400
[x] Aqua - $35
[] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100
[x] Other - $50
Total so far: $5660
Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes - $0
[] On Some - $750
[x] No - $1000
Total so far: $6660
How many people are you going to tag?
[] Over 61 - $250,000
[] 51 - 60 - $100,000
[] 41 - 50 - $50,000
[] 31 - 40 - $10,000
[] 21 - 30 - $5,000
[] 11 - 20 - $1,000
[x] 1 - 10 - $500
[] 0 - $0
Total: $7160
Tagged: 
If you were tagged, you don't need to do this. Its your choice.
Repost
She's anorexic? You'd be too, if everyone called you fat everyday.
She's a whore? She made one mistake that cost her, her reputation.
She's a show off? Her parents abuse her, & she's never heard a praise.
She's loud? She's invisible at home, & she wants to be heard.
She's quiet? She's afraid to speak, because she's afraid to get made fun of.
She's fat? She eats, because she misses her dead brother.
She's a geek? She wants to get into college, so she can support her poverty ridden family.
She doesn't wear Abercrombie? Her parents have been out of work for months, clothes aren't her top priority if she can't ever afford food.
She's ugly? Tell me, what is the definition of beauty? Who are you to judge them?
You know their name, not their story.
REPOST if your against Bullying. I bet 99% of you won't. Prove you're the 1%
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(Sorry, I really felt like I needed to repost this. I've been bullied lots of times so this really touched me...)
Anime Suggestion Time: Hal
So here's what its about:
Kurumi's heart was broken by the sudden death of her boyfriend in a tragic airplane accident. Forced to carry on without her beloved Hal, she fell into a reclusive and joyless existence. Kurumi had given up on the world, but a brilliant scientist devised a plan to win her back.
By melding futuristic technology with the binary equivalent of human emotion, they created an ultra-lifelike robotic surrogate to take Hal's place—and lure Kurumi from her shroud of solitude. Resistant at first, this shattered beauty slowly yielded to her feelings of longing—and took comfort in the company of a robot. Though their unique bond grew stronger with each passing day, Kurumi and Hal would soon discover that nothing about their artificial love story was quite as it seemed.
My sources: myanimelist.net/anime/16528/Ha…
If you're interested, I definitely suggest watching it!!! Its a very touching story. Well, to me anyways. And I hope you find it that way too. I'm an emotional person though, so maybe I'm exaggerating..... either way its very interesting and it has an amazing plot twist.
Its a bit hard to find though so here's where I watched it: kissanime.com/Anime/Hal/Movie-…